realised that during the 3 days my face was severely dehydrated, and it was so fickle and dry that my skin was peeling at the sides, plus with breakouts and huge eyebags, all thanks to sleeping on the floor so spent 10min trying to calm down my pepperoni face :(

No matter who i talk to, how much fun i had last year (2008), how AMAZING the retreat was, or how much laughter joy, grace and wonderful blessings from God, i still feel as if there's something missing. i'm waiting for something, and i need God to fill that need.

How do you cure loneliness?
(not loneliness in faith, but loneliness in life)

p/s: my parents are clearing up the house doing a whole lotta spring cleaning, and i feel as if God told me "you have to clean up too, get rid, and throw it away, you know what it is. take that step, it's a brand new year, and i want you to serve me fully and wholly, with no disappointment or attachments" or something like that, but how man, how?